back to reality


i flunk my o's,everyone is asking about my results my workmates,relatives,haishan and alot.I am afraid to lose ting they ur i will miss them when i am studying in school i will work hard..i let my parents down.Eventhought they never blame me i felt more guilty.Ting and the rest i know that your are supporting me i will not let your down,they bought me a pinky funny toy phone to cheer me up,shin bought me kai xin guo too..accompany me to appeal and lotss i am really honoured to be their friend,now i cant be the one who make them laugh,these few days i will be staring blanky but thinking nothing,they promised me that one week will meet me at least twice..alone at home my family had went to uncle's house..even cheryl and gavin went to poly who are younger than me..i have to face everything and i have to change my life..what i have in the past had gone,no more laughter only tears,iwhen i hold ting's hand and she going to look something i let off her hand and the feeling is terrible,everyone is talking about which poly they want to gets in but for me i have nothing,i cant go to school with them cant have lunchbreaks with them cant go to the ladies together cant go home together.....more and more when i think of these i will cry even more,my tap cant stop when i your treat me so good,i cry not because of results i cry because i do not want to part with them,next year i will go to the same poly as your..your must wait for me k

while talking to mei shoonie and zhen
*. mi s s m e i yi . __ shyyy says:ling.. cheer up..
*. mi s s m e i yi . __ shyyy says:we don wish to c you sad.. u noe?
*. mi s s m e i yi . __ shyyy says:u sad = we sad
*. mi s s m e i yi . __ shyyy says:i jus think..
*. mi s s m e i yi . __ shyyy says:mayb in my whole life..
*. mi s s m e i yi . __ shyyy says:you guys are the most great bunch of frens that we experience a lot of things together

Wats Best For him, i hope its e worst for him says:*huggies for u*
Wats Best For him, i hope its e worst for him says:see u like tt , i also heart pain
Wats Best For him, i hope its e worst for him says:dun signz.i am very very sure u will do better the next time..
Wats Best For him, i hope its e worst for him says:dun gib up k?

i wan to leave e past,i nod,i
guess there's already sumone by ur side.i'll learn to let go n cherise Yi.jia yo SIM says:


ling_i am very touch